Guys I've mentioned I don't have it together here. This is sort of a journal for me as I walk through this thing (I keep calling it a thing, maybe that is somehow less frightening).
This weekend was another kind of frightening time for me. It's so weird. I don't doubt God, heaven, eternity, any of it. Yet I find myself dreading death. So silly I think.
Today is one of those days.
I had a thought- maybe if I'm confident in my salvation, the existence of God, and the eternity of heaven, the rest is physiological. After all I have been diagnosed with some sort of mild depression and obsessive tendencies (I told you I was being open).
Maybe after I feel confident in those the rest is up to Prozac?
Just a thought.
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